SORRY

Hello people ! I am so sorry that I didn't update my blog ! But .. recently was awesome for me ! So happy with the days ^^ Sorry God , I didn't spend much time with you ! I promise I will okay ? HAHA ^^

♥GOD
♥SCHOOL
♥FRIENDS
♥TAEKWONDO
♥COOKING
♥PHONE 
♥LECTURERS 

14th August

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhT2HhEllpw&feature=player_embedded#!
This is Pyramid ! Super super interesting song ! ^.^

HAHA . LATE AGAIN FOR LIFESKILL's period ! Choing project arhh !
Had lunch at Blue Topaz <3 ! THE RIB LOIN NOT BAD SIAAA , so tender !
Lazy take photo and post :x forgive me !
WAHAHA ! Had theory lesson instead of demo for SOUTH EAST ASIA CUISINE TODAY !

NEXT UP was like TAEKWONDO ! <3 FAVOURITE . Cause its two weeks since I do sports !
IT WAS LIKE SO FUN LA ! WE HAD SPARRING ! Keep asking for teachings from seniors !
Then was selected for intensive training ! Sir say its really tough ! KEEP GOING FORWARD , DONT STOP EVEN WHEN YOU HAVE ENOUGH ! HAHA ^^ GOD , YOUR ALWAYS THERE <3
RIGHT LEG SHIN TOTALLY BLUE BLACK AND LEFT HAND TOTALLY BLUE BLACK TOO ^^
LOL IT WILL BE STRONGER ! LOVE TODAY's CCA XD

-yaosiang

13th August 2012

Haha ! Today , Saw a group of pigeon ... ? Out of them only one of them was brown . They are all at the road near my house . Then a car drive pass , all flew away , expect the brown one .. I wonder if it could fly or not .. I didnt care as it avoided the car and went nearer to the pathway . As I appoach nearer to my block , i heard a sound , something been squash .. its the bird , the brown bird which couldnt fly .. fuck ... i went back , its dead ... have to left it as the body is with blood .. I pray ...

Suddenly , I missed you haha ! So sudden laaa , haha so happy with you last time ! Now come to think of it . ! It really was happy memories :) just that I didnt manage it well . if not I believe it would last forever .

SCHOOL , HOME , KHATIB (BBALL) , HOME <3

-yaosiang

11th August 2012

What is the point when people are worried yet your not saving yourself and your telling people not to worried ?

If you say I slack or whatever fuck it fine , you say I work just to play around ? Fuck you , you think I nothing better to do ? Use some brains la .

Taught drill today ^^ , they are improving ! WOOO ! Hahaaaa , that Ruiyao omg -.- bo tuah bo suayy , anyhow chup in . Sec2 in our sec sch somemore LOL .... The smiles that makes me smileee , GOD , I am getting further and further from yaaa , I dont no how to reach you , please help meee . Worked at night ! omg , all the chef keep look at chiobu customer oneee , cant take it LOL .

10th August 2012

Ha ... Suddenly felt so tired of life ? I ain't giving up .. The road to being the chef isn't any near . I am still gonna do my parents proud . I am so sorry , I have to give up , I am not in the situation of having a relationship . Woke up 2Omins after alarm :x guess I am too tired . Ended school early today ! Cause have to go for my appointment ... haha ended at about 2pm ? Then meet Jeffrey and Johnathan for first meal ! LUNCH ! MACDONALD at J8 ! HAHA Super funny , we ordered icecream this way , 'AUNTIE , one tuesdae and one fridae , auntie said ' have have ! hot fudge arh ?' then we said ' ya ! hot fudge tuedae and fridae ! then auntie replied 'okay okay ' then stare us for like 2Osecs before she do the sundaes LOL .. ! 

Then we met Jerry , Reno , Kenneth , Brandon and JinHong ! Went to Hood Rd play Bowling , all the way watch them play ! Cause my hand injured ... went home , the scene i wouldnt like to see again , parent quarreling because of sister .. haha . great . 

-yaosiang

8th August 2012

Hello ! Been so long since I rested ! I guess tonight finally can sleep well ! Cause tomorrow no school ! NATIONAL DAY ^^ Went to school just to report ! LOL , then can go off already ! CA AWESOME MAX ! :D After school met my secondary awesome friends ! Then plan to have badminton at night ! Went home :x THEN PLAY DOTA LOL , then late for badminton .. noticed i can't do much with my left hand .. :(
Just hope my hand recovers asap :( and I can do whatever I want le .. :(
-yaosiang

6th August 2012

SCHOOL TODAY :D

Had only 5hours of sleep :/ SO TIRED :@

Tried my best in school !? Had Lifeskills for first lesson ! 

Did presentation , went very unprepared . Try my best to defend the whole group's point .

Food Culture next ! ALL THEORY , boring ! But at least there is video ? ^^ GORDON RAMSAY ! ZAI.

Learn about how people cook even BC 7000 ! HAHA . Cool right ? Well done guys , just by greeting the teacher that walked into the class ! 

After that had LUNCH at RESTAURANT <3 MASH POTATO RICE AND CHEESE ! OMG FAVOURITE ^^ 

Hope Eugene is fine ! He vomited I think ? Will be praying for you till you back to SCHOOL ! 

Finally we pass down from responsibilities to our class peepo . I hope they really could take care of it . 

And make it through attachment . That is all I wish . 

Thats all for today ! ADIYOS 

-yaosiang

5th August 2012

HELLO , CONTENTS FOR THE DAY !
- SERVICE 3 at 1PM
- WORK at 5:3OPM !
WOKE UP ! Still so fucking tired :( Been tired for 4 days already ! Thanks God for the strength you gave me ! Haha ! My faith still staying strong ! I still talks , worship ^^ . FINALLY ITS LIKE SO LONG I BEEN TO CHURCH ! FAITH ARISE ! On the service only 1 tear flow down HAHA :) Covered my eyes during service because I tired ! JEFFREY THOUGHT I WAS CRYING HAHA :P We both know how that feels ya ? Then went to my workplace , talk talk here , slack slack there before work :DD catching up with colleagues ! Everything went smooth at work ! <3 thanks to EMILY AND 4EVER ! They are always helping me ! >< Still so slow at closing bar ! Need to put in extra speed to it !

P.S
Haha ... Well , I am happy I could send you home ? Just that I really thinks that handling a relationship is hard for me , I still have problems with myself now . If I would find a girlf , she would be my wife , I dont want to have anymore other relationships cause I still believe in happy ever after . Just take care of yourself ! ^^

4th August 2012 !

Long hell day , but ended up with touch of heaven :D Saw this somewhere :x Woke up late ! Then was like super rush to meet Arvin , Ming Liang and Marcus , if I don't have to pack all my stuff for the rest of the day ! I WONT BE LATE HAHA . Need to meet at 7:45am but I met them at like 8:15am ? Then left 15mins to eat ! SO RUSH ! Cause of the Footdrill session we gonna conduct at First Toa Payoh PRIMARY ! They so cute la omg .. Don't even know how to teach them .. After that left , rush home bathe ! WA , whole day rushing ! Next up is TKD grading ! Met all my TKD mates at City Hall then go Simei ITE down together ! WAHAHA -WEILUN you very CHEKARHK ! AHHAAH . So fucking nervous during the grading then left early due to work later . CAB DOWN to work , omg -.- wasted so much money .. Work was like hell too ... but ... I AM CHAO REN ! Haha :P After work , switch on phone ... got the news ... I GOT DOUBLE PROMOTION WOOO ! LOL WAS LIKE JUMPING IN PUBLIC ! KISSED CAROL . LOLLLLLL ! WOOO ! LOLLL . SO OVERJOYED LOL SOOOOOO HAPPY ! WOOO ! HAHA ! SMALL THINGS THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY ! Thats the heaven touch :P BYEEE .

-yaosiang

3rd August 2012.

Today was tiring !? Woke up at 5:5Oam ! Because of today's operation at school ! Serving 3Opax ! Raynor was late ... disappointed ... I don't no why ... Maybe he should know priorities .. Don't want to talk about it anymore .. Haha ! Help here help there ! Help everywhere , was so busy ... so busy covering up mistakes , prevent every possibility we could get fucked ... I respect Sir Wong , my classmate still don't understand him , a teacher , like a father . Once if he stopped caring , he won't even nag . I hope my classmate could understand that and appreciate what we are in now ... taking initiative , responsibility .. thats all the teacher wants .. I don't no how to lead anymore .. I need advice on this .. Just because I am the class rep doesnt means I am different from anyone else , I feel the same . Back to the day ! Bernard and Chiayu came to support haha ! For today menu was :
Appetizer : Tom Yum Soup !

Main Course : Fried Hokkien Mee !

Dessert : Almond Jelly :D

Look yummy right ? Haha ! Hope Bernard and Chiayu enjoyed ! Then had to go into second round of battle ! I won't define it as battle even though I used battle :P Its more of my playground because I love what I am doing now ! Sir Andrew inspired me ever since he was our Class Adviser . Hope one day I would achieve most of his character and the way he handle things , really respect him . Class ended like 6pm ? Anyway ! F&B disturb me when I was stock taking .. then I disturb back ! WAHAHA , they cannot handle my sweetness and gayness :P Super funny , then classmate all say I flirt :@ I got bullied and you guys say I flirt walao .. Judging again .. On way back I told Jingxuan as he was staring at two xiao mei mei all the way in MRT . Act as people were secretly looking at you , imagine your the girl ! Uncomfortable right ? Yeah , thats the same way I feel ... And thats the reason I dont look at people or stare .. Really tired , and doesn't really wanna share totally how I feel today , totally sucks , almost cried . Too stress with what I have now ..
-yaosiang

2nd August 2012

From today , everyday , I think this is one of the best way to improve my English and at the same time , I could write whatever I want to write , whatever that is in my heart ... Just by writing it helps .

Was stress up today , I was thinking about it the whole day . About been the class rep , about being the most responsible I could be . Yes , there is still Nisa , Huda , Nigel but I can't just put some part of the responsibility on them . I have to give everything I have . To cut off the stress I played DotA 2 . I found its always helps but .. it also takes most of my time . I won't define it as wasting time on DotA but ... I will quit DotA 2 soon . Maybe .. play once in awhile ?

I was with Raynor for lunch ! Mum bought me Nasi Lemak but I told her not to buy lunch for me .. She ended up buying Nasi Lemak from block 111 which is like very ice cold and without dishes :( Then play basketball with Raynor :x I still have my left hand ! And its still kicking man ! :P Had fun but didn't notice the time ... So ... my doctor's appointment was like 3:30pm and we ended basketball at 3:15pm LOL . Means I cannot go home bathe ! Haha ! So sorry to the doctor lahh , was like smell of sweat .. lucky not that much :P
She knows about I still going for training for TKD and played Pool , basketball ! Somehow she understand how tempting it can be without playing them for a month .

Went home after appointment ! Then think think think ... hais ... have to endure , waiting to get fucked by Sir Wong or Andrew again . I really gave everything I have . My class doesn't give fucks about the module ... How to make them understand ? I wonder ... I just hope God gives me the strength to pull it through .

Had dinner with all my brothers ! Jeffrey , Jerry , Johnathan , Marcus and Mingliang ! OMG , never forget the coaches ! One went into my pants LOL . So disgusting ! Had fun joy laughter . Then JEFFREY that retarded chase me like few rounds around the void deck ! OMG , just for that 1.3Odollar for the chicken wing ! There this words in chinese saying : 'Qiang qian shang gan qin' ! Both of us understand yet we still act like kids and pass the money around , ended up losing 3dollars .. ! STUPID JEFFREY ROAR . Having fierce fight tomorrow in the kitchen . Shall go sleep ! Nights :)

-yaosiang