Hey baby girl :)

Happy two weeks ^^

dont no why this relationship so special , so fast we could went through so much . could last cause we love each other and truely cares despite the not enough understand of each other. really thank you <3  for all your love.

today met you in the morning :) super happy ! then send you home , after that you slept ! my pig hehe . your having so much thought , poor thinggyy :( just rmb I am there for ya okay ? smile always cause its the most prettiest thing i ever seen .and you tried waiting for me while you want me to enjoy with my bro , thanks love you , dont wanna wake you up . dont silly kay ? i also can text with you while with them luhh . love youu :)
jiayou with the things your fighting , ask me for advice or if you wanna rant at :) i would eventually let you hit me to let your anger out kay ? HEHE . love you HAPPY WITH YOU . NIGHTS SLEEP TIGHTS !

Sand bag :) Here I come.

The past is the reason I should love more.

Can we solve this understanding ?

You told me about trust , I never stopped trusting.

You promised to trust.

ALL words are REAL. I SWEAR. FROM THE START.

Avoiding ain't a choice.

But why ?

Promise to solve when theres problem.

Worried, at least your homed.

I never once lied , unless you know I am joking.

It will make you even hurt.

I wont let you go hungry.

When I heard you vomit , I was so....

You seem like you given up ... :(

Cause there always been trust..

I want to call you ... but I am crying ?

Did you eat your medicine ??

Whats the point ..

FUCK MY LIFE.

I will just cry for a few nights and I think I will be alright. Pillow will be there for me.

I didnt lied at all , I already told the truth. I distanced myself from all girls.

God , where is the promises you made ?

So worried ... No mood. 

Just go and remember what I said yesterday night , I said we were celebrating a girls birthday and I was explaining about her ? 

Your not alone.

Why avoid than face it , when you face fear , you will get stronger .
But if you chosen avoid , no one can help .
I am there .

Hi , still my dearest girl.

Hello , shall we stop avoiding ? Shall we handle this as soon as possible , love will fade if this carries on . Just think of yourself , is it worth it for yourself ? What do you really want ? There is no perfect in relationship , but there is relationship that gone through alot and still holding . Where are the promises we kept ? To me , I still want to hold on because I believe theres trust from both , love from both , we just lack the fighting spirit to carry this on . Come on baby girl , if you still have the same mindset , lets trust and move on . The more we go through , the more stronger we get.

TRUST
I TRUST YOU , doubt is the opposite of trust , I didnt doubt you at all , the problem isn't about trust cause trust is there ! Trust me that I trust you , stop listening to something that doesnt exist .

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

TO MY MOST PRECIOUS GIRL.

Heyy , my dear girl . I know , what I said something seems weird , you were my second relationship , to be honest , I never thought I would take in anymore relationship , I have promised myself to be single till after I broke up with my ex. The reason I ask you not to trust people easily was because I was so worried for you ,
because , we only knew two days you almost told me all the stuff , I am afraid someone else would hurt you . I dont want you to be hurt of course . And just now I wanted to text you because I super miss you , its because I am not allow to use phone but despite the punishment I just wanna text you and that mistakes me sending you the wrong thing , I wanted to type like why so sweet , and I never wanted you to be sweet with anyone else but me , but if you do , I have no choice , all I could do is to love you alright ? and sometimes I often text wrongly , the text would often be off from what I am trying express . For the teacher , she was my lifeskill teacher , the previous relationship , she helped me by giving advices from my previous relationship . therefore , if she knew about I having a new relationship , she would text me everyday and doubt me with moving on . but , I want you to know , I am not afraid to tell the whole world that your my girlf . its because I
love you . I really fallen deeply in love with you . I want you to be my wife . I want you to be my everything . I did everything I could to help this relationship , I check about the stages of love from my teacher so that I could make this relationship perfect , the worse nightmare is your frown , I am really serious about this relationship , I have never thought of playing with your feeling , trust will be build by time , not status . babygirl , promise not to even have a single lie anymore okay ? I know that your upset . to be honest I didnt want you to know that from the moment you reply with only a word , my heart aches , my mood totally change , but I told myself not to even give up , I trust you . my heart was pain all the way back home .