Moving on...

waa.... hit me so much so painful. i really hope i could move on asap ! your hitting me real bad, you went clubbing. you knew if you went clubbing i wouldnt even patch anymore. keep go out with boys haha ! good luck man ! i dont believe they want you for who you are... but their achievement is only one thing. SEX. lol... sad but reality... you got drunk wow... make me hate you even more... i got no idea whyy . i feel so painn ! i just hope i could move on sooo yaaaa :) i wont feel hurt anymore and could love someone else ... good luck, i will be there as a friend if you need ya, and i take all your words seriously therefore ya..

Lost hope.

After seeing you always with guys, it hurts. I lost hope.

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It doesnt matter anymore, the fact that I am really afraid of being in a relationship, dont worry, even if chiobu jio me, I also wont accept. Cause I am really afraid of being into a relationship already. I just know, everyday, you have boys messaging you. And your not reluctant to push them away. As long as you got them, I am happy for you already :) I am sorry.. maybe after I really moved on, then I can be your friend alrightt ? Now I still have feelings, very deep feelings. Therefore... I dont wanna hurt myself everyday like now.. It hurts damn deep. I am sorry... Bye :)

10th October :)

Hey hello baby girl ! Good morning ! Well ... in our relationship.. I think its really tough yeah ? Somehow we manage to pull through :) I really just hope, love will be the reason we are still holding on ya? Really appreciate for everything you know? You always like to help.. sometimes carried away by stuff. Wanna tell you, you must really manage whats at the top first ya? I really hope ya know :) Lastly ! I love youu heheee .
Promises I said, I will keep... Today I opened " what makes a rs last is the amount of effort both people put into the relationship ! I wanna promise this time, I will not give up anymore ! lets jys !" Haha dear ! that truth :) I also promise so ! Okay? lets just jiayou tgt ! :>  well for now ! i shall say gdnightts ya ?

HopeYaDreamOfMe:) Good nights <3 Love you ! Super miss you now !

Two sided you meant?

From now on, you want my other side that treat you totally good gone right? Cause its so hard to believe right? Now I grant you, listen, I only have two sides when people becomes close to me. For instances like Johnathan, when he do something wrong, I will be the original me and scold him if I need to. Cause I dont go fight with integrity. My second side comes when I treat him different from others, the trust given to him compared to others would totally be different. And I of course would treat him better than other friends. Thats the same thing I am trying to explain. The real me is really harsh. Cause I just say whatever I should say and go with whats right. The one caring about you that you dont believe? Been always ranted by you and doesnt say a thing. Even when being hurt? You think its easy? Someone who I really love so much. Its not easy at all. Now I said whatever that is in this two side thing. Going bathe, later then reply your message.

FUCK THIS SHIT.

Is it really true that I should treat you the same like others ? I am sad because your the only one that I treat super nice but then doesnt make use of it. That make me think that I am taken as granted. I knew you still dont wanna do that little bit. We not gonna go anywhere but quarrel.

Hello baby girl ! Now you like super sad.. you thought I forgot about you but I never... After I arrived home, I cough none stop.. and after bathe.. my body super hot... :( Having fever... So had medicine first... Today super happy ! Even after you quarrel with me last night.. you still came to my house accompany me go haircut ^^ And dear remember do rest than do the grad present okay ? Cause its really time consuming ! Remember to mange your time... ! Happy with you today hehe ! Really enjoyed ya? Sorry had work so cannot accompany you dinner ! My bad ! Soon we will travel the whole Singapore okay ? <3 Love ya ! ^^

Today I opened;"Stupid time table of yours! Cannot meet up le la! Find time for me okay ? I miss you a lot !" Haha dearr ! I miss you alot alot too ! <3 Of course I will find time for you ! If the person is important to you, no matter how busy you are, you will always find him for him or her <3 :))

Goodnights,SleepTights,ILoveYou,Misses,Huggs !
                                                                                                         -Yaosiang baby boyyyy