Untold story,

Hello baby girl ! Yesterday I toh already so never update blog, this is to repaid ya okay ? I am so sorry for what happened yesterday... But theres something I wanna tell ya. From my previous relationship, no matter what happen.. I will just tend to keep it to myself. Slowly, I will gather more and more secrets keeping them to myself. Soon I explode, then I would said everything out... that is when miscommunication happens, I really hope history dont happen again. Cause by keeping to yourself its a dead end for us you understand ? I am so sorry, but if you understand ... trust take times to build.. and take seconds to destroy... so ya...

Yesterday ! I read the letter ! I opened ;"Hey, I love you. Promise me you will always be there for me? Try la even if you cant I also will !" Hehe , Its sweet. I will try as much as possible but there priority to things ya? Like if something happened of course I will try my best to be there ya ? I love you too ! Hope we really last and hope we continue to solve problems.

4th Oct ! :)

Hello Babyy Girl !
Today hehe ! Keep late reply yaa :x Cause I keep forgetting >< Forgive me okay ? :P I will try my best to replyyyy ! Hehe, and was so happy to see you today ! ^^ Wanted to give you a hug when I see you but I SO shy :x and I promise ! I will check one letter everyday :) hehe , even though I really really just wanna one time open all to see lah :P today I opened 'Hope I enjoy my birthday dinner ^^ with jodi and steve' Yeahh ! Its the first time i see you eat so much ! of course happy lah cause you plan one leaaa :) dearyy ! something random ! everyone makes mistake, me you, everyone.. so must learn to understand okay ? no matter who but they do mistakes because no ones perfect :P kay kay ? i appreciate the super letters ! SO SWEET ^^ still thinking what the graduation gift is ! :@

dear ! dont need to wake me up one ! it should be other way round ! suppose my wake you ! cause you my zhu zhu mah :x hopefully everything so smooth tomorrow okay ? I think your asleep cause your not replying ! I love youuu !
SweetestDreamOfMe:x HUGGSSyoutosleep ! LOVEEE YOUUU ! ^^

3rd :) MISSING YOU.

Hello wifeee :x ! ONE DAY you will be my wifeee :) 

Wahahahaa ! I realise this few days you keep play as my alarm ! But ya knoww ? I can wake up derhh :) I heartpain see you wake up so early just to wake meee ! >< So you rest okayyy ? ^^ Dont purposely wake up to wake meee ! I will heart pain ! Today didnt text you much cause I practical ! Glad you understand heheee . ! 

Oh yaaa . ! Maybe sometimes, like Jialing, just not to cause misunderstanding, you can just ask her or him :) in any situation just dare to ask. cause if you dont ask , you will never know ! Agree ? ^^ As long as you trust the person is speaking the truth laaa ! Anyway whole day, I super miss you! keep check phone got text message anot only during practical never check :x cook you the dessert soon kay ? its really naisee ^^ 

hmmm , ahma loves youuuu ! LOL random ! just stating fact ya ! Dont no why ... its like God want me to tell you thissss lohh ;x 

GOOD NIGHTS MY GIRLF ! WE SLEEP "EARLY" TONIGHT KAY? 

SWEETEST DREAMMM ^^ I will protect you no matter what ^^ 

A little help.

I know exactly whats happening around. Just maybe, if you think a little more positive which is impossible, I won't be influence by people cause I live the way I want to. And your the first, the ever first, to take control of me instead of me being the boss. No one ever, my friends, no one dares to even scold me, shout at me, ignore me, only you. I guess that is because you cared and you have a very very stubborn personality, and right, no one is perfect. Maybe you can try this... pull back a little, just enjoy the process of being love, dont get angry, because one your angry, I cant love you, you will think negative, thats why. Therefore, just allow me to do it, as long as your not angry, I try my best to love you. Cause when you angry, I totally got no confidence, try not to put in so much for this period. But of course, still love me larh xD Okiee ?

Iloveyou,Ihugyou,Ikissyou, Nights,Sweetdreams,Sleeptights.

                                                                                                                 -Baby boy.

1st Oct ♥♥

Yessss ! We are finally alright :D You gave us second chance, remember there won't be a third chance, cause it hardly comes. And your so fcking sweet, called my from 6:2Oam to 6:3Oam none stop ! Thanks dear :> Walao ! But delay you from preparing to school >< ! Well ! I hope you like the pooh bear :) really hope you like it ! and usually i dont write ... so ... sorry for the ugly handwriting :x I tried my best le ! Dont so worry for my coughing okay ? Its gonna get well soon :x ! and dont ever feel bad for me okay ? just do your best and dont regret ! thats all I ask for <3 :) hopefully we will last till marriage HEHE. really missing you now ! good nights , sweet dreams, muacks ! baobao :)

Dreams.

I really still want to. Those promises we made, plans...
Going USS, Halloween, Flyers, just with me, both of us. Zoo , everything ,
everything I wanna just do it with you, no one else...
I need you... really,
Only if you know, we are gonna change things once we are together again , restarting all over
again, forget everything we had in september...
How I wish. I am dying for your smile, its so far since I haveto see it. I need to work for it all over again , where its reeally a smile just full of happiness...

30th Sept.

Woah, now so complicated,
17 more minutes to 1st month, I rather not celebrate it, I would choose 1st as our date again if only its possible, only when we really change. I would choose to restart, and I would still you choose you. I dont need some girls whose already good to come in, I want someone who really needs me, make use of me.

Was really misunderstanding, you already told me its impossible that you would change the taiwan trip, you even put your stand, you said no matter what happens, you would still go with him.. then you told me he liked you and still chasing after you. Of course, the first moment I heard that I would really decide on holding or not. Cause if loyal, of course your willing to give up... THEN you gave it up really just for me. Now its my fault. Me to blame, now no matter what I do, I won't get you back. Regret yeah?

Instead waiting for miracle to happen, I will look for miracle...

Nights baby girl, stop crying, I am really sorry...